I'm so done with everything. Clearly I'm just going insane at this point. First year of college down and though I have found more acquaintances then I could have ever wanted I've found very few friends. I guess that's probably just the side of me that misses having an actual group to hang out with on a daily basis--it's not that I want tons and tons of friends, but the fact that I miss hanging out with a group of five--those were always the best even if they didn't last as long as they could have. I just can't seem to do that anymore. There's so much that everyone expects of me now and I just don't think I can live up to them anymore. I wish